Frustrated

I haven't posted in a while. Mainly because I am very frustrated with how things are going. I went in for an unfill and of course as I knew would happen, I now have no restriction. I am eating more than I should and getting panicked about re-gaining my weight, which of course starts the cycle of discouragement all over again. On top of all that, I can't get in to see my doctor until 5/27.  I didn't make my Shrinko de Mayo goal of 185(188) and it's going to be a verrrrrrrry long month.